I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you




Old friend, why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light




I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over




Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead




You know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised in a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days




I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me, it isn't over yet




Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah




Nothing compares, no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?




Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead




Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you, too

Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Pada saya,
biar dia salah sangka,
biar dia salah anggap,
biar dia salah menduga,
biar dia tahu yang buruk,
sebelum mengharap yang baik-baik.
Kalau dia ikhlas,
dia akan sedia menerima kekurangan yang ada,
dari hanya mengharap yang baik dan sempurna.
Apa guna menghabiskan masa menunjukkan kebaikan
bila dia tak boleh menerima kelemahan dan kekurangan?
Biar dia tahu saya tak pandai itu, saya tak pandai ini.
Biar dia tahu, saya mungkin tak dapat memenuhi expectation dia yang tinggi melangit itu.
Biar dia tahu, saya pernah punya masa lalu, namun saya masih punya masa hadapan.
Biar dia tahu. Biar dia buat keputusan.
Supaya dia tak rasa tertipu, supaya dia tak menyesal kelak.

Pencil : I'm really SORRY.

Eraser : Y ? U didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil : Whenever i make a mistake , u always there to erase it. But , as u make my mistake vanish , u lose a part of yourself. U get smaller and smaller everytime.

Eraser : Even though, i know i'll be gone & u'll REPLACE me with a new one , i'm still HAPPY with what i've done. So , please stop worrying. I hate seeing u sad :)

Either u r eraser or pencil, u all need each other. Be happy what u r doing rite now. Sometime Allah not gives what we want instead of Allah gives what we need.. Thanks Allah.


*sy harap sy mampu jd eraser tuk kamu2 yg sy syg.. InsyaAllah

Girls want to control the man in their life 
-bukan control,tapi care kot~
Grown Women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. 
-kawen dh,tentu hak milik tetap.. Paling bingit pn share ngan 3lg madu.. :p
 

Girls check you for not calling them
-rindu maaa~
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.
-dah ada anak,mst ah bz kn anak plak..
 

Girls are afraid to be alone
-its really a nitemare..
Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth.
-sometimes hiruk pikuk sgt merimaskan!
 

Girls ignore the good guys 
-cari xperience~
Grown women ignore the bad guys. 
-dh lalui experience~
 

Girls make you come home 
-sbb xmo kasik jmp org bnyk2,nnt fall to others,kan dh susah..
Grown women make you want to come home. 
-dah halal.. ;p
 

Girls leave their schedule wide-open & wait for a guy to call and make plans
-sometimes girls also need some1 to hold on~
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.
-gaya2 mak gitu.. :)


Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends)
-kes jeles la tu,nk 24hrs berkepit! Adush~
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special & goes to kick it with her own friends. 
-so true!!-me realize too!
 

Girls think a guy crying is weak 
-mmmmm,cetek!
Grown women offer their shoulder & a tissue. 
-me did
 

Girls want to be spoiled & 'tell' their man so 
-perhatian!! All girls does~
Grown women 'show' him & make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'. 
-respect~ 

Girls fall in love & chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs' 
-chick! ^^
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, doesn't always love you back & move on, without bitterness. 
-move on.. Watch by.. Stood there.. Hiding her pitiful hearts..
 

Girls will read this & get an attitude
Grown women will read this & pass it on to other Grown women
& their male friends.

Mia-not a girl,not yet a women

n the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold?
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though

You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though

I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't goin' speak so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don't know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin' talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got somethin' new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

We can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, sometimes we do & always will.
~the quote sounds crazy kan? Neither m crazy? Oh!! But its really hard-sometimes we couldn't help ourself from stop falling-falling in love~

Keliru? Mmmm.. Mgkn belom tepat.. Sbb-rasanya aku tau apa yang hati aku perlukan.. Aku tau ke mana hala tuju aku.. Tp-nk kata ragu2.. Aku xpernah ragu2 sama ada dgn "dia" atau dgn "dia".. Hahaha.. Btol ke aku ada pilihan? Hakhak! Perasan sungguh!

Hari jumaat lepas-seorg kawan paling baik,teman yang paling rapat,call aku dgn deraian air mata.. Rasa luluh hati ku dgr tangisannya.. Terasa benar ingin mendakap dirinya.. Tp,keadaan kami benar2 xmengizinkan.. Die yg merupakan teman terbaik telah kalah dgn PILIHAN..

Kenapa sukar tuk buat pilihan? Nasihat yang aku bagi adalah istikarah-tp die xtemu jawapan.. Apakah ada tindak tandukny yg memungkinkan jawapan? Kata hatinya die berat pd yg telah menabur budi-atas sebab kekeluargaan-die telah berderai air mata kerana melepaskan hati yang dicintai.. Perlukah berbuat begitu?

Bagi aku-kehidupan ini-kita yang tentukan.. Memanglah kadang2 kene fikirkan org sekeliling.. Tp,bukankah diri kita lebih penting.. Berkorban tuk seseorg yg disayangi-dh tentu amat bererti.. Tetapi,kenapa mesti korbankan org yg kita cintai dan dia cintai kita?

Hidup tentuny ada pilihan.. Doa+usaha+tawakal itu jawapanny..

Sahabat-aku harap.. Kau akan temui jawapan kamu.. Semoga kita sama2 dapat temui jawapan kita.. Bahagia sayang!! Aku mahu kamu bahagia-itu doaku.. Amin

WPP ku sakit!! Huwaaa..
Dh brp hari tersadai..
Beratur tuk masuk bengkel..
Sedih..

Nasib myvi ada.. Leh la ku drive g keje..
Aduhai..

Udah la die sakit..
Aku pun sakit..
Sakit ooo poket rabak!
Heheee..

MasyaAllah!!
Rupany banyk beza ori ngan recon in..
Maksudnya..
Original dgn unoriginal..
Pergh!!!
Bnyk gle beza oooo!~

Kalo ori harga belas ribu..
Kalo recon,5k pun xsmpi ooo..
Aisey.. Tp,yg pasti-ori leh pakai lg 5thn..
Recon ntah brp tahun la kn..
Tp,aku percaya,penjagaan yg baik mampu mmbantu..
Huhu..

WPP-selamat pulang..
Daku amat merinduimu..
Muahhxx!!

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini

Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Kami berkumpul lagi..
Huhuhu.. Lamanye xkumpul sume!!
Rindu gleeee..
Ngeee..

Kumpul..
Tp-kali ni..
Boy n zue dgn 2 anak + baby dlm perut..
Apit yanti dgn 1 anak..
Nazmin dgn tunangny..
Epul dgn yus yg sentiasa solo..
N dah tentu pejal dgn bini baruny..
Ahaks..

Meriah!! Kecoh!! Hapening..

Ya Allah,
Kau kurniakan kebahagiaan kepada sahabat2ku..
Betapa indahny hidup ku..
Ternyata kesedihan bertapak dihati aku..
Tatkala mata adam menyentuh bibir mataku..
Tahu.. Masa kami pasti akan tiba-insyaAllah..

Ya Allah.. Kau suburkan lah kasih kami..
Cinta kami atas kehendakMu,
Semoga kasih syg ni smpi ke syurga..

Ya raBB!
Terima kasih atas kurniaan ini..
Terima kasih kerana hantarkn sahabat2 ini..
Terima kasih kurniakan bahagia pd sahabat2 ku..
Terima kasih kekalkan adam di sisiku..
Sentiasa..
SubhanaAllah..
Alhamdulillah..

Aku terbace satu note childhood fren yg merupakan teman baik aku ni kat FB..
Tajuknye jgn kecilkn hati or kecil hati.. Haish! Nmpk tajuk,terdetik gak hati ku..
Alamak!! Dgn mmbe ni mmg aku dh rindu gle.. Cume lately ni jarang aje melepet dgn die
Even  kami xjauh mana.. Ada lah kt stgh thun xjmp.. Bunyi mcm xlogik kn?
Sedangkan dlu hampir tiap2 mlm kuar sesama.. Adoi!! Kecik hati kah die dgn aku?
Terdetik persoalan tuh lah yg mmbawa aku kepada note die.. Bace punya bace,upenya
Die pn copy dr blog org.. Hish!! Mmg menarik.. Tuh yg aku copy & paste ni..
Aduh!! Menikam kalbu.. MasyaAllah.. Nauzubillah..
Waaaaaah!! Xmo.. Xmo.. Xmo.. (Bak kata niza) hiks!
To all my fren-terima kasih 4 being good to me.. Tx u so much for the frenship..
For all d bad n good.. The experience telah mmbentuk diri ku kini
Yanh amat sgt menghargai kamu sume-kawan2 ku.. Jadi marilah
Ikuti petikan yg di copy n paste ini.. Ngeee~
Renungkan2 & slmt beramal...
 
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Mengecilkan hati orang adalah berdosa, berkecil hati juga adalah berdosa. Tetapi lebih besar dosanya jika kita berkecil hati”
I’m so confused..
 
Kenapa orang kecil kan hati kita, kita pulak yg berdosa?
Then I asked my dad ­what’s that mean.
 
Ayah: Jika seseorang hina kita, dia berdosa.
Jika kita terasa hati dgn penghinaan dia, kita juga berdosa.
Tetapi dosa kita lebih besar dari dosa dia.
Anak: uiikk.. tapi kenapa pulak? Kita tak buat apa-apa pun?
Ayah: Kerana orang yg menghina kita itu adalah peringatan daripada Allah.
Anak: *blur
 
Ayah: Kenapa kita dihina oleh orang tu? Kerana itu adalah ujian dari Allah. Kenapa Allah hadiahkan kita ujian itu? Kerana DIA nak mengingatkan diri kita yang dah leka dengan dunia.
Bila kita berkecil hati dengan orang tersebut, bermakna kita tak redha dengan ujian yang Allah turunkan. Kesimpulannya, kita bukan kecil hati dengan orang, tapi kecil hati dengan Allah.
Anak: Ooooooo… ook….
Ayah: Lagi parah bila kita pun cerita pada kawan-kawan kita. “Dia dah banyak buat aku macam ni, macam tu…” dan sebagainya. Dan kawan-kawan kita pula akan cerita pada kawan-kawan lain. “Kesian kawan kita tu.. budak tu dah banyak sakitkan hati dia,…..” jadi keredhaan kita terhadap ujian Allah itu akan lesap.
Anak: *termakan cili
 
So, the conclusion is.. jangan mudah terasa hati..
Maknanya kita tak redha dengan Allah..
Nanti Allah pun tak redha dengan kita.. Na’uzubillah.

Semalam..
semalam aku kembali lagi ke lorong lama..
Lorong yg penuh dengan sejuta rasa-duka-pahit-kasih syg-persahabatan-pengkhianatan-ikatan-cinta-pahit..
Lorong yg memutik rasa rindu yg pendam hampir selama sedekad..
Hampir rebah memikirkan rs rindu yg dipendam akibat rs rajuk yg bermukim..
Aduhai! Lorong sejuta rasa..

Kerana keakraban-kadang2 kita hampir terlupa kita melukakan & dilukakan..
Kerana kasih syg-kita terlalu menjaga hati & hampir terlupa tentang hati-hati lain..
Kerana cinta-kita hampir memperjudikan kisah pershabatan yg terjalin lama..

Kami!
6sahabat.. Yg diuji mental & fizikal..
Yg diberi pikul tanggungjawab yg menggila..
Menggalas keluli tanpa peduli sakitnya pinggang..
Menebas hutan-mencari kekuatan sndri..
Mencabar kemampuan diri-menakluk rs takut dlm hati..
Kami.. Dilahir sebagai KOMANDER!!

Perkenalan yg tercipta.. Membuah rasa.. Membentuk ikatan.. Mencipta kasih syg.. Menyatu cinta.. Menjadi 6sahabat komander!!terlatih.. Terkuat.. Tertahan.. Terbaik..

Tetapi.. Itulah kesalahan yg telah kita lakukan!
Kerana kita terbaik.. Kita jd kurang sabar..
Kerana kita terkuat.. Kita xmampu rs mengalah..
Kerana kita tertahan.. Kita menyimpan seribu rs berbuku didada..
Tetapi.. Kerana kita sahabat yg akrab-kita terluka..

Dan menyepi beribu saat lamanya..

Semalam.. Kita bertemu..
Bertaut kembali..
Tetiba rasa hatiku yg mati.. Seakan berbunga kembali..
Rasa hati yg berbuku seolah2 cair dgn air mata yg mengalir..
Perkahwinan salah seorg dr kami-menyatukan kami kembali..
Baru ku terasa-betapa dlm nye rasa rindu yg telah ku bunuh.. Simpan & dlm di lubuk jiwa..

Ahhhhh!!-leganya..
Lega rasa hati ini telah terbuka..
Semoga ikatan ini kembali bersatu selamanya..

Sahabat..
Rasa yg dlu kau tgglkan adalah terbaik yg pernah ku rasakan dlm idup..
Rasa yg mempunyai sejuta cerita itu mengajar kita sebuah cerita utuk panduan masa depan..
Rasa yg menguji hati itu meninggalkan butiran yg xterungkap menjadi pedoman!!

Alangkah beruntungny kita telah tertanam bersatu merasai rasa yg berjuta itu..
Betapa bersyukurnya aku bertemu kamu sahabat-dgn itu ku punya pengalaman yg xmgkn org lain mampu merasa!!

Kami.. Kamilah yg
terbaik..
Terkuat..
tertahan..
& satu!

Ya Allah-terima kasih atas pengurniaan ini.. Akan ku hargai sahabat2 ku ini-rs cinta yg mengalir-rs kasih yg disemai selagi hayat dikandung badan..
Sahabat-terima kasih kerana membuka peluang untuk kta bersatu kembali sama seperti usia kita 18 tahun!!
Sayang kamu sume..

Pja-Min-Yon-Cik-Kym-lza

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Ibu,
Melihat tawamu
Mendengar senandungmu
Terlihat jelas dimataku
Warna - warna indahmu

Ibu,
Menatap langkahmu
Meratapi kisah hidupmu
Terlukis jelas bahwa hatimu
Anugerah terindah yang kumiliki

Ibu,
Sifatmu yg slalu redhakan bisikku,
Sifatmu yg slalu keTepikan khilafku
Ibulah anugerah terindah yg kumiliki

Ibu,
Saat kau disisiku
Kembali dunia ceria
Ku tegaskan bahwa kamu
Anugerah terindah yang kumiliki

Ibu,
Belai lembut jarimu
Sejuk tatap wajahmu
Hangat peluk janjimu,
Ibu pikul segala amanah,
Ku perjuangkan amanahMu,
Di bawah bayu naungan Allah s.w.t.

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR IBU
Semoga panjang umur,
Murah rezeki,
Semoga Allah sentiasa kurniakan ibu kekuatan
Menempuhi hidup ini,
Diberikan kudrat yg sempurna untuk mengerjakan tuntutan Allah..
Semoga yg terindah itu milik ibu..

Along syg ibu kerna ibu anugerah terindah yg along miliki selamanya.. Muahhxx!!

Dia menyayangimu tp bukan kekasihmu, «sgt syg sbb sgt hargai»
Dia perhatian kpdamu tp bukan keluargamu, «perhati sbb hari2 jmp! Ble ubah,confirm notice»
Dia siap berbagi rasa sakit tp dia tidak berhubungan darah dgnmu, «rs gak! Ble time mood die ubah,die ada prob,atau dia marah sy,mmg rs sakit itu! Xsyiok lgsg»
Dia adalah... Sahabatmu ...!! «Hehe!! Tau dah.. Dia ialah sahabat.. Sahabat sejati,insyaAllah.. Cume,kdg2 masih xtau apa yg die btol2 ske atau x-sbb die adalah diri dia!-tp,ske je cara die pk!-SMART»

Sahabat sejati..

Marah seperti Ayah ! «mmg pn!! Slumbe je marah ble die nk-haha! Kne marah ada lah.. Hahaa! Tp,jarang kot marah,die lebih bnyk pendam.. Tp,mmg boleh noted.. Ngeee.. Ske3!! Ske ble die marah-sbb tau die care.. Ngaaaa»

Peduli seperti Ibu ! «Erm,kurang dh kot! Tp,slalu je peduli-cume lately ni ambil tahu-tp dh xmcm dlu kot.. Mgkn sbbkn perselisihan sblm ni.. Riso-riso terslah langkah lg atau terlebih peduli.. Haish! (Pk bnyk aku ni)»

Mengganggu seperti Kakak ! «Alamak!! Bnyk kot.. Haish! Sgt bnyk kot.. Dr mende formal smpilah informal things.. Adoi!! Smpi die rimas.. Mmmmmmmm»

Mengesalkan seperti Adik.! «oh ini! Hmmmmm-hopefully xd-tp mcm ADA!! ;p»

Dan terakhir menyayangimu lebih dari kekasih. «tepat skali!! Sgt amat syg kamu even xtau apa rasa kamu-xmo ilang kamu!»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna menyukaimu, «sgt suke kerna dia lah sahabat»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna kebaikanmu,«slalu sbb kamu sgt baik pdku»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna mengagumimu, «suke cara kamu berfikir & Fikiranya»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna hal apapun, «apapun! Dh tentu bukan permainkan.. Senyum untuk apa sj yg berkaitan kamu-senang hati when u around»

ataupun dia
º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna kegilaan yang kamu buat, ђέ«{^⌣^}»ђέ :). «Hahaha! Jarang die buat gle-tp ble die buat gle-aku noted keihklasan die[senang hati sbb die mahu tunjuk peribadi die] berkwn dgn ku»

Awak!! Untuk semua ini-terima kasih!!! ;)

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

"Kadang2 kisah kita xsama.. Tp,kita tempuh perjalanan yg sama.. Lost the love I loved the most-dh tentu hati aku.. Diri aku.. Sebahagian aku.. Mgkn rs ilang itu xmenjadi hal bagi kamu kerna xpernah skali pn aku bertapak dihati kamu.. Mgkn juga sbb itu dunia kta bagai kalut meniti suri2 pancangnya tingkap kehidupan.. Xde lg bayang2 apatah lagi hantu kak limah dtg jenguk menganggu ruangan hidup2 kamu"

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

"Bljr mengenal idup-kemanusiaan-keperimanusian-cinta n kasih syg.. Ala2 dh expert mcm tuh.. Br nk hulur tgn bantu aku bertatih? Apa? Br nk ajar merangkang? Pernah kh ko fikir siap & mengapa aku hadir dlm hidup mu?" < Perjanjian Allah itu telah tertulis>

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Kesibukan harian masih mahu menyelitkan aktiviti yang seumur idup skali dpt lakukan (insyaAllah)
Iaitu-menghadiri kenduri kahwin sahabat handaiku.. :)

Terlepas akad nikahny-aku ada peluang bertandang disblh perempuan..
Terlepas reception sblh perempuan,ku mencuri masa ke sebelah lelaki..
Alhamdulillah-aku dikurniakan MR. A sebagai driver.. Eh.. Sebagai peneman.. Harapnye peneman
Smpi ke akhir hayat.. -amin- hehe

Maka tersebutlah kisah hari ni ku bekejar ke majlis sebelah lelaki..
Masa ada waktu terluang dlu,pastiny majlis sahabat handai akan ku hadiri dari
Akad nikah,reception perempuan mahupun lelaki.. Apatah lg,ble kedua-dua pengantin
Merupakan sahabat handai..

Tetapi kini - (sila rujuk perenggan kedua).. Haha!! Aku terpaksa memilih
Antara akad nikah,reception sblh bride ataupun groom!
Hehe..

Tp,alhamdulillah.. Terlaksana juga hasrat ku untuk menghadiri.. Alangkah terkilanny
Aku kalo xdpt menghadiri majlis sahabat2 handai ku sedangkn inilah
Majlis bahagia sahabat2ku untuk seumur hidupnya..

Seronok skali even sekejap! Dpt snap gmbr-trus cabut! Bukan apa,ada bnyk lg aktiviti
Yg menanti.. Allahuakbar!!

Balik aje trus singgah hospital.. Dh seminggu xmenjenguk opizmate ku ramzul.. Alhamdulillah..
Makin sihat beliau.. *terharu* ble ditny smada mengenaliku atau tidak-die senyum dan menulis
nama penuhku.. MasyaAllah!! Besarny kuasa Allah yg memakbulkan doa kami..
Yg menjadikan seseorg itu mampu berkata2 dan bisu sementara..

Kesimpulanny,
Aku mmg happy hari ni.. Even terleps satu aktiviti-iaitu visit sahabatku yg sudah 2bln melahirkan anak..
Alahai.. Dh habis pantang mmbe tuh.hadiah baby pn dh berhabuk-tp aku masih xberkesempatan..
Baru plan nk grak-ibu call kata fmly singapore nk dtg..
Ibu xcukup kakitgn.. Jd,kembalilah aku ke sarang setelah dr pg kuar terbang bebas bersma encik hati! Hehe.. ;)

FIZAYEIN,
Selamat pengantin baru.. Semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..
Ada masa kita melepet bersama yer..
Lama gler xkarok!! Uhuk~

Ramzul,
Semoga kamu terus kuat smgt.. Get well soon! Kami di opz menantikan kamu..

Ibu,
Alg balik ni-mahu membantu!! Ayuh.. Kucar kacirkan dapur.. ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Smlm.. Semalam dh tggl sejarAh..
Kurang 1minit dr kul 12-dah ku send birth wishes..
Padahal sbnrny,ms nk masuk bulan 5-aku yg xcited!
Bukan pe..

Bulan 5 je dlm pale otak aku mst start plan nk buat itu ini..
Almaklumlah-ramai org tersyg lahir bulan 5 ni..
Hehe.. Terutamny angah & ibu..

Eh jap! Tajuk ni pasal birth aimi kn? Haha!
Ok-ok.. Smbung balik..

Ble bnyk plan-dh tentuny bnyk mende nk dilakukn tuk realisasikan..
Nk jd citer,1 pn xjadi!! Haha..

Slaluny mst at least aku celebrate.. Atau mgkn post hadiah tuk aimi..
Kn aimi kn? Haahaha!! Tp,kerja dan komitmen lain
Menuntut aku tuk terabaikn tggjwb yg satu ni..

Bukan lah nk berpoyo pn,tp aku rs..
Walaupun xjmp setahun,atau 2thn atau lebih,
At least ms time birth ada sesuatu yg aku lakukan sbgai
Tanda aku mengingati.. Tanda aku masih menyayangi & menghargai..

Tp,nmpkny-bln may this year,mmg aku kekurangan tanda.. Haha..
Birthdy mmbe baik aku ms sek. rendah pn aku xsmpt celebrate..
Sorry eyda!-tp,percayalah aku sentiasa mengingati kamu & menyayangimu..
Sila jg bakal anak buah aku leklok yer.. Hihi..

Tuk aimi..
Akk doakan yg terbaik slalu untuk kamu..
Walaupun akk selalu bz..
Walaupun akk bnyk komitmen lain,
Tp,percayalah-kamu masih lg keutamaan akk sma mcm dlu..
Jgn tggu akk buzz kamu..
Buzz me at anytime-insyaAllah ill b around..
Sentiasa ada untuk kamu-insyaAllah..

Dlm usia kamu yg menginjak TUA ni-ahaks,
Akk doakan kamu lebih berjaya dr smlm..
Bahagia & success forever..
Amin~

KESIMPULANNYA,
Hahaha.. Aku mau jadikan alasan bz tu sebagai tanda aku xpernah lupakan kamu2 yg ku syg..
Kalo nk list down kn kamu2 yg ku syg lahir di bulan May-mau penuh page blog aku ni (haha-alasan lg) teeeeet! ;p
SEKIAN!! ;)

Everything you are
Everything you'll be
Touches the current of love
So deep in me
Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me

And all that I am
And all that I'll be
Means nothing at all
If you can't be with me
Your most innocent kiss
Or your sweetest caress
Seduces me

I don't care about tomorrow
I've given up on yesterday
Here and now is all that matters
Right here with you is where I'll stay

Everything in this world
Every voice in the night
Every little thing of beauty
Comes shining thru in your eyes
And all that is you becomes part of me too
'Cause all you do seduces me

And if I should die tomorrow
I'd go down with a smile on my face
I thank God I've ever known you
I fall down on my knees
For all the love we've made

Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me seduces me
All that you do , , , .. Seduces me

''Yang aku cari tentulah,lelaki yang dapat menyelimutkan tubuh aku yang kedinginan saat malam menginjal ke pagi. Mungkin juga lelaki yang dapat memeluk tubuh aku dengan erat saat aku ditimpa kepayahan. Pelukannya memberitahu aku yang aku wujud dalam dunia dia dan dia pula, akan sentiasa ada dalam dunia aku,''jawab Y** lalu tersenyum.

Ahhh!! Bersawang lg blog aku!! Haish.. Ntah ble
Ada masa tuk mencoret data lg.. Haha!

Haha! Data.. Mengingat tentang data,hampir terkeliru aku kini
Ble stiap kali kne update data bb & nk! Ahaks..
Tambah keje sungguh! Tp,menarik ok.. Haha!

Menarik? Teringat pasal menarik.. Lately ni..
Alhamdulillah!! Hidup ku makin menarik..
Di kelilingi org tersyg,syg lagi menyayangi.. Disyg & tersyg..
Ohhh! *terharu* ahaks!!

Sonok amat sonok! Sebut pasal syg-terigt.. Terigt org yg makin mendapat
Tempat dlm hatiku.. Salah kah die bertapak? Salah kah die berbunyi kdg kala?
Teeeet! Jwpn 2 aku sndr tidak ketahuan..

Malah.. Aku pernah berithau encik zha a.k.a ban yg pd umur kita skrg
Ni dh xsesuai tuk putus cinta!! Breakheart at this age is so tough to face!!
Sndr ckp,tp sndr cari pasal-itu kata encik zha pd aku! ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Hurmmm.. Jap!! Ada hal.. Nnt aku smbung lg..

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

............
a lil bit bored..
work.. work & work..
noris kata.. bangla pn cuti weekend lepak klcc..
yot kata,jumaat travelling,sabtu keje xpe..
tp,aku?? 7hari bekerja?? haish!
nk kata boss.. xdpt pn title MD tuh.. hahaha..

mgkn kalo Zack atau Fadli dpt jd MD,keje aku senang skit kot? hahhaa..
Zack.. sila cpt jd MD..
wash away itu Sascha.. hahha..

Fadli.. sila cpt tackle Diana yer... hahhaa..

adoi.. sengal kn..

Alhamdulillah.. life full of laughter.. much better than 2010..
even sometimes hati agak gundah gulana..
gundah? knp eh?
gulana? kuah lemak pecah eh? muahaha..
ibu kata,kalo santan pecah,kuah masak lemak dh xsyiok.. adoi..
yerlah tuh kot!

big LOVE?
die bz.. all d way bz..
hurm..

mmg lah bosan ble satu2 nya kawan wayang aku bz.. haish..
bukan xde kawan lain..
tp,ble pk nk kne turun kl tuh,masyaAllah..
payah nye.. malasnye..

haih.. how i wish all my gf stay near by..
plus++ sume pakat dah kawen..
& im still single..
looking towards next life..
hahha..
next life?

dlm kubur atau time perhitungan?
cukup ke amalan? erk.. glup!!

ok,lets party!
hahah..

hah!!
1st time in 2011 in blog!!
hehe..
lama btol xmenaip.. asik mengira aje.. smpi dh nk bengong!

2011 is not bad.. not bad..
hopefully much better than 2010
relief..
Allah..
help me to survive..
help me find my truth path..
love you~