HARI PERTAMA DI PHUKET
smpi kat phuket international airport,kitaorg trus beli tiket teksi nak ke patong beach.. wah!!! dah smpi.. yeay~ 150bath ok,bunyi cam mahal kan.. padahal.. hahhaha =p then.. almost 40minit gak ah perjalanan.. sepanjang jalan.. seorg kawan ku lah jadi tourist guard tak berbayar kami.. hahhaha.. bagus encik kawan ku ni.. seperti yg dia ckp.. kitaorg pasti akan disinggahkan kat travel agency milik teksi tuh.. wakakakka..

konon2 dah expert,encik kawan ku pun survey harga.. hehhehhe.. what??? ada hotel for only 300baht??? RM30 lah yer? canggih nih.. hehehhe.. ok,kita trus ke COAST STAR MANSION yer~ slm perjalanan tuh smpt lah berkenalan dgn warga msia gak yg dlm van tuh.. tapi,chinese lah.. couple.. hehhehe.. smpi aje kat hotel yg dimaksudkan, kami pun trun dan mula menyervey harga.. wah.. 30baht for real babe.. lalallalalalal~ kami g usha bilik itu.. agak sempurna..

tapi,mata aku dh nmpk hotel lain dari tgkp hotel tuh.. ngeh3.. hotel lain itu sgt cantik & dipanggil TONY RESORT!! agak mewah & lengkap with everything.. mcm 3star hotel gitu.. hehehhe.. so,aku pilih yang ini.. & seorg kawan ku pilih coast star mansion.. dekat aje bilik kitaorg.. siap leh hoi2 kat tepi tingkap.. (iye ke?) hahahha..

so,smpi bilik.. lepak jap.. relax.. tdo.. & tggu lunch time....
wah.. lunch time.. hurm.. kul 4 lunch time.. hahhaha.. gler ah lambat..
naik sengal otot2 aku.. hahhaha =p mau nye tak.. dari hotel jalan kaki kat 4km..
baru jumpa kedai makann yang halal lagi sedap & mmberangsangkan..
wah... sedap gler!!! canggih tol nasi goreng sini.. semuany amat sedap..
encik kawan ku siap makan nasi goreng dalam bekas buah nenas ok! nyummmy~
kedai nih.. sprig roll udang die gler cara!!! TERBAIK beb.. hehehhe =)

lps mkn.. lepak tepi pantai.. shoot gmbar sana sni..
layan angin pantai.. mmg masuyk.. aahhhh~nyaman gitu.. hehhe.. =)
pastu.. kami jalan lagi.. jalan lagi.. aku adalah sgt penat ok..
encik kawan ku keje nye gelak kan aku..
cam haram j!!!

dlm perjalann kami survey tuk amik trip 1day meredah pulau2 di phuket..
macam biasa.. encik kkawan2 ku survey & dpt yag terbaik.. hahhaha.. dlm tgh survey..
tertarik plak oleh ku untuk massage.. huhu..
aku buat foot massage.. dan encik kawan ku yang lain buat body massage..
wah~sedap gler.. layan.. tapi,hati ku hancur seketika.. krn mende yg tak brp best happen,membuatkan hati ku dlambung tsunami.. huwaaa =(

then.. dah jalan.. balik bilik & mandi2.. relax jap.. uhuuu...
dah siap.. jalan lagi.. makan kat KUSUMA.. jgn tak tau.. kedai org melayu nih..
hah.. makcik tuh pernah meniaga kat bangi tau.. dan lagi..
siap pakai tudung.. ada gak geng aku kat phuket nih yg pakai tudung.. acheh.. =)

gler babe.. aku makan lagi spring roll..
dah macam hantu spring roll dah aku duk kat phuket nih.. ahaks~
makan udang bbq.. makan.. & makan.. waaawawawa..
smpi kekenyangan tak hingat..
balik tuh.. kmi jalan kaki lagi.. mampuih aku kalo tiap2 hari mcm nih.. hahahha..
buley kurus ini~

wah.. dari smlm aku takdpt tdo..
kes teruja nak ke phuket..
hahha.. last nite aku berkumpul ngan geng fren miami ku..
lama taklepak ngan diaorg.. lama tak tgok aksi2 dak laki tdo terbungkang.. hahhaha..
lama ak jumpa pejal & nazmin! rindu~
cume apit & yanti aje tak de..
hehheh..

wah,kul 4 kot aku dh bangun.. mandi & siap..
encik kawan ku leh lepak aje.. cheh.. lepas tuhu bau kelam kabut nk gosok jeans..
ada bau mengantuk lgi menjadikan aku mls nak bantu die gosok jeans..
hahhaha,padan muka! =p

well,since kul 5 encik kawan ku dah kol.. tnya kat mana & bla.. bla..
hahhahaha.. aku masih kat umah kot.. tggu encik kawan ku bersiap..
pejal & nazmin bangun.. tggu depa sarapan dulu..
alahai,rajin btol surirumah sorang tuh buat air panas.. acheh.. sungguh!

hahhaha.. dah tuh,gedebak gedebung,kul 5.45 baru kuar umah..
cari petronas dulu isi minyak & bla bla..
pastu pejal suh encik kawan ku drive,so leh laju skit (kata pejal) ahaks...
sian nazmin yang mengantuk.. hahaha.. dlm perjalanan die bantai tdo.. ngeh3.. =p

kitaorg smpi kat LCCT around 6.40am.. hahhaha..
kelam kabut,padan muka.. ngeh3.. smpi aje,trus jmp encik kawan ku..
& kami check in sesama..
wah.. trus naik flight ok.. xde tggu2.. nmpk sgt dah lambt.. hahhaa =p
around 8.25 waktu tempatan kami dah smpi.. time tuh sini br kul 7.25.. gler awal..

masa dlm flight.. huhu.. lapar gler..
2pack nasi lemak kot aku tibai.. hahaha.. sedap lah plak.. hahhaha..
sempat lah tdo jap.. encik kawan ku layan tgok luar..
yang encik kawan ku mmg dah bantai tdo siap berdengkur.. (eh,iye ke?) hahahha =p

wah.. apa nih??
weekend ku gler pack!!! dush~

hahaha..
well..

9hb aku ribut plan for surprising ayah on his birthday.. hehe
wah.. aku booking g muara ikan bakar pelabuhan klang..
& call mak long,nenek,mak chu, & ayah mie~

hurm.. if i can turn back the time..
id really hope aku tak masuk uitm & jumpa "..."
so that,dlm diary aku..
aku hanya jumpa Adam Hadi..

tapi,mungkin ini adalah ujian untuk aku..
jadi aku cube juga lalui & hadapi nye..
waduh.. ayat aku dah makin syahdu nih..
sama mcm lirik nih..


[Chorus:]
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone... dead and gone...
Ooooooo I ve been travelin on this road to long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone... dead and gone... eeyy

[Verse 1: T.I.]
Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of ni&&as getting they hate on
U walk by they get wrong u reply then sh*t get blown
Way outta proportion way past discussion
Just u against them, pick one then rush em
Figure u get you'll jus get jump hell that's nothing
They don't wanna stop there now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could *uck around get shot die anyday
Ni&&as die every day all over bull sh*t dope money dice game ordinary hood sh*t
Could this be cause of hip hop music or did the ones with the good sense not use it
Usually ni&&as don't kno what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin
For red or for blue or for blo I guess, from Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus]

[Verse 2: T.I.]
I ain't never been scared, I lived through tragedy
Situation coulda been dead lookin back at it
Most of that sh*t didn't even have to happen
But u don't think about it when u out there trappin
In apartments hangin smokin and rappin
Ni&&as start sh*t didn't next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up then didn't even get mad
Now think about damn what a life I had
Most of that sh*t look back just laugh
Some sh*t still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy still be around
Had I not hit the ni&&a in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my ni&&a walkin out that door
Who'da thought I'd never see Philant no more
Got enough dead homies I don't want no more
Cost a ni&&a his job, cost me more
I'da took that ass-whoopin now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A ni&&a put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there talk sh*t all night
Cause I hit you, you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it now I take
Time to think before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday the heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away.

[Chorus]

[Verse 3: Justin Timberlake]
I turn my head to the east... I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west... still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east... I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west... still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone, the new me will be alright

hahahha.. aku tau mana ne-yo dpt idea nak nyanyi lagu nih..
but,its really relate to me.. my life.. my heart.. my hubby..
owh gosh~what a crap.. im so into this songs~



mmm, she's staring at me i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking,
mmm, nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
ohh, and now im yellin' over her, she's yellin' over me,
all that that means, is neither of us are listening,
and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby both of us are losing
this ain't the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin' it out?
we get fall into this place where
you ain't backin' down
and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now?

it's all for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

oh baby, this love ain't gon' be perfect
and just how good its gonna be
we can fuss and we can fight
long as everything's all right between us
before we go to sleep
baby we're gonna be...

ohhhhh

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

ok,fine.. mmg hati aku tgh dupdup dapdap
sbb nak mintk leave.. hahaha.. im going to phuket on 21st may nih..
4hari kot nak mintak cuti.. tapi,kerja bnyk gler..
waduh.. mmg pening & runsing sekali hati ku..

hurm.. aku decide nak hantar leave form on 12th..
tapi,tak tau bila date form tuh akn smpi ke tgn ku semula..
adoi.. memikirkan nye buat ku nak terkucil.. haih~

Ibu, you're a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!

~along~

9th May 2009

MOHD KAMIL BIN ABDUL MAJID


his like angel to me..
a great2 guardian..

selamat hari jadi ayah..
ayah lah segalanya dalam kehidupan along..
tanpamu ayah,aku takkn mampu berdiri megah disini..
hadirnya aku disini kerana keringat mu..
berdirinya aku kini kerana perangsangmu..
bangganya aku kini kerana hadir mu seumpama mentari yang menyinari..

ayah..
along harap..
along dapat buat yang terbaik untuk ayah..
along teringin mendirikan rumahtangga diatas restu mu..
along mahu membina sebuah keluarga di atas didikan mu..
along kehendak ayah mampu menuggu along berjaya atas ajaranmu & petunjuk ke jalan yang benar.. beri along masa tuk bukti kan pada ayah.. bahawa anak mu ini mampu membuatkan kau tersenyum bangga..

sempena hari yang bahagia nih..
along doakan semoga ayah panjang umur..
sentiasa diberkatiNya..
semoga hidup ayah dikelilingi "mawaddah" & "sakinah"
love you so much daddy.. muahhhxx~

wah.. its really may already..
times goes by.. aku rasa.. aku masih lagi azmilia yg dulu..
riang,ria,ceria,cute & aktif..

tapi.. ntah knp hakikat nye tidak..
aku muram,sedih,gemuk, & malas..
hahhaa..

maybe.. sebab surrounding ku yg dah berbeza dulu & kini..
kalo dulu blum tahu realiti kehidupan..
aku sentiasa bermimpi.. hidup dlm senyum..
tapi,kini.. bila segalanya diuruskan sndri.. mata ku terbuka luas..
betapa penuh cabaran hidup yang perlu aku lalui..
Ya Allah,kau beri kekuatan padaku untuk melalui ujian mu...

maybe.. keadaan aku sekarang yg dah berbeza dulu & kini..
kalo dulu aku kurus..
aku sentiasa melompat ke sana sini dgn lincahnye..
tak pernah hiraukan keadaan sekililing..
naik pening org dibuatnye.. kesana ke mari aku begitu selesa..
betapa kini badan ku yang makin berisi.. pergerakan ku semakin terbatas..
lalu ku menjadi malas.. hahhaha..
Ya Allah,kau beri kekuatan padaku untuk rajin exercise..

maybe.. keliling aku sekarang yg dah berbeza dulu & kini..
kalo dulu adik aku kecik2.. aku pun masih baru nak naik..
segalanya di hidangkan untuk ku..
sekarang bila aku dah hampir punya segalanya..
adik2 aku dah besar.. aku plak kehilangan satu kebahgiaan yg aku impikan selama ini..
iaitu kehidupan untuk membina sebuah keluarga sendiri..
Ya Allah,kau beri kekuatan padaku menempuh dugaan ini.. semoga hati mereka2 dilembutkan..

what a life..
what a dream..
this year gamaknya aku holiday to cameron 2kali ahhh~
hahahha.. gerek..

hurm.. last week (sunday-28/03/09)
aku kuar ngan dak2 aku..
hampir2 tak jadi kuar..
sbb nazmin & pejal ada dinner kat seremban..
hampeh tOl.. last minute baru bgathu..
sian zue & apit yang beriya nak kuar..
but,at last... atas pujukan zue.. kami kuar gak..
huhu.. janji kul 2.30..
around kul 4 baru kuar.. ngeh2.. nih sume gara-gara "papa" yg baru bangun tdo.. uhuuu~

so.. kami ke mines..
anas di bawa sekali.. yeah.. bawa die jalan2.. hehe..
suke die jalan2.. ahaaa~
hepi nye aku..
then.. kami g makan sbb sgt lapar kot tak mkn tghari lagi.
kemana lagi aku kalo bukan kenny rogers.. hehehe =)

sedang mkn.. bermain2 ngan anas..
gurau2 senda ngan budak2 nih..
adik aku fahdli call.. kata mmbe dia xcdn kt tapah..
OMG.. there are OTW to cameron.. konvoi lah konon..
naik LC.. hurm.. sabar jerk lah..
so,nak tak nak.. i & my hubby have to leave boyzue & apityanti..
nak g bawa balik mmbe adik aku yang cedera parah kat hospital tapah..

so,kul 6pm aku gerak dari mines..

aku tahu tapah.. tapi,tak tau kat mana spital..
so,aku kol apeng-die kata die tahu jalan from tnjung malim aje.. adeih..
kol adzim lak die tak angkt.. mungkin die curiuos kot tgok number aku(dah lama xcall)
then,aku kol wan nurli.. oh,thanks.. die tahu.. & die bagi direction to my hubby..
thanks to wan nurli.. hephep..

on the way to tapah..
jalan agak clear.. aku tdo ngan lena..
tp,tetiba terjaga sbb kilat.. aucchhh~hujan lebat rupanye..
astaghfirullah.. ada xcden rupanye.. teruk tuh..
then.. speed beberapa kilo,ada lagi 1 xcden..
wah,terus aku tak jadi tdo.. hurm.. bukan pe.. adam ngantuk..
bahaya.. so,im drive him.. & he drive the car.. hahahha =p

around 7.30 baru smpi hospital tapah..
giler.. almost 2hr!!! wah.. nih naik ferrari kah?
hahaha.. laju gler.. smpi sana.. tgok kan budak2 nih..
kesian gler.. jalan pun terdengkot2.. haha,cacat.. isk3..
bila nak buat keputusan for that nite.. bnyk lah hal berlaku..
nih gara2 budak kecik baru nak bljr notty..
adeih.. sapa suh kuar umah tipu makbapak..
kan dah aku yg dewasa nih menjadi mangsa untuk mengcover..

adoi hai.. adik2 aku lak dah berlepas ke cameron.. (budak2 tuh mmg lah lasak) sah adik2 aku!!!

so,bila dah bincang..
mintak pendapat parents aku & my hubby..
we all going to stay at tapah..
sbb hujan lebat gler..
sapa plak nak bawa balik moto si mangsa..
takkn aku nak biar kan adik2 aku kene hujan di malam hari form tapah to KL..
no way babe.. pening kpl aku pk kan perangai si mangsa xcden yg bermasalah tuh..
huhu.. tension!!!
sapa suh menipu makayah lagi..
tak pasal adik aku jadi mangsa.. ggggrrr!!!

on the way nak cari hotel at tapah..
adik aku-faqih call..
tnya semua dah setel lum.. aku jawab dah..
tny diaorg macmana..
diaorg kata nak tdo surau? hah~surau?
erm.. *wondering* then,adam kata..
kita naik cameroon sbb pk kan kesian adik2 aku nnt merengkok kesejukan..
bukannye budak2 tuh ada sen nak duk hotel..
isk3..

tp,sbnrnya.. aku amat cuak bila adam kata nak naik cameron..
udah ler jalan nye simpang siur.. hujan lebat lak tuh.. kabus gler tebal..
& the best part is.. jalan ke cameron mana ada lampu..
wah~riso nye aku.. tapi,sbbkan ada adam di cc ku.. ahaks~
aku yakin dgn die..
sgt cemas ah dlm perjalann.. gler tegang aku time tuh.. hahaa =p

smpi kat atas,trus jumpa adik aku..
sian diaorg.. haha-dgn baju hujan tgh mkn kat warung..
isk3.. tak pe.. ayah kata-anak laki kene lasak.. hehe..
so,kami pun mula pencarian mencari hotel..
ada 1 hotel nih.. sewany rm700++ semalam.. hah!! gler~xde maknye nak bazir bnyk tuh..
cari2.. jumpa satu uncle (indian) die kata die ada apartment bagus leh sewa.. 3 bilik.. RM300/-
bincg2 ngan adam.. adam mintak rm250/- die bagi..
so,layan lah.. g apartment tuh.. wah.. agak mewah ah apartment tuh..
sume ada.. smpi aje apartment tuh..
aku suh budak2 yg cedera tuh get rest.. smntara aku & adam g beli makanan..

kitaorg kuar.. singgah kedai runcit beli tuala..
beli roti & cheese tuk breakfast esoknye..
& beli mee goreng & kuew tiew tuk mkn malam..
smpi umah,budak2 nih punya kebulur tak hingat.. haha..
mkn & mkn ubat.. lepak jap tgok AF..
riuh rendah apartment tuh ngan 5org laki..
bising gler.. hahaha..

lbih kurang kul2 pg,br sume masuk tdo..
mmbe adik aku tdo satu bilik.. adik2 aku satu bilik..
& aku satu bilik.. adam lak tdo luar.. sian adam.. tapi,nak buat mcmana kan.. hurm~

hehhee.. so,esok nye kami bangun awal..
makan breakfast yang aku sediakan..
faqih bawa moto fahdli.. & fahdli bawa moto kwan adik aku tuh..
amboi laju gler diaorg bawa.. adam pun mcm biasa lah bawa kete racing kan..
hehehe =)

so,kami benti makan jap kat tapah..
dan teruskan perjalanan.. uhuu~ smpi umah around 11am kot macmtuh..
so,aku trus masuk tdo dgn jayanye.. hehe =)

sekian~