No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

"Kadang2 kisah kita xsama.. Tp,kita tempuh perjalanan yg sama.. Lost the love I loved the most-dh tentu hati aku.. Diri aku.. Sebahagian aku.. Mgkn rs ilang itu xmenjadi hal bagi kamu kerna xpernah skali pn aku bertapak dihati kamu.. Mgkn juga sbb itu dunia kta bagai kalut meniti suri2 pancangnya tingkap kehidupan.. Xde lg bayang2 apatah lagi hantu kak limah dtg jenguk menganggu ruangan hidup2 kamu"

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

"Bljr mengenal idup-kemanusiaan-keperimanusian-cinta n kasih syg.. Ala2 dh expert mcm tuh.. Br nk hulur tgn bantu aku bertatih? Apa? Br nk ajar merangkang? Pernah kh ko fikir siap & mengapa aku hadir dlm hidup mu?" < Perjanjian Allah itu telah tertulis>

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Kesibukan harian masih mahu menyelitkan aktiviti yang seumur idup skali dpt lakukan (insyaAllah)
Iaitu-menghadiri kenduri kahwin sahabat handaiku.. :)

Terlepas akad nikahny-aku ada peluang bertandang disblh perempuan..
Terlepas reception sblh perempuan,ku mencuri masa ke sebelah lelaki..
Alhamdulillah-aku dikurniakan MR. A sebagai driver.. Eh.. Sebagai peneman.. Harapnye peneman
Smpi ke akhir hayat.. -amin- hehe

Maka tersebutlah kisah hari ni ku bekejar ke majlis sebelah lelaki..
Masa ada waktu terluang dlu,pastiny majlis sahabat handai akan ku hadiri dari
Akad nikah,reception perempuan mahupun lelaki.. Apatah lg,ble kedua-dua pengantin
Merupakan sahabat handai..

Tetapi kini - (sila rujuk perenggan kedua).. Haha!! Aku terpaksa memilih
Antara akad nikah,reception sblh bride ataupun groom!
Hehe..

Tp,alhamdulillah.. Terlaksana juga hasrat ku untuk menghadiri.. Alangkah terkilanny
Aku kalo xdpt menghadiri majlis sahabat2 handai ku sedangkn inilah
Majlis bahagia sahabat2ku untuk seumur hidupnya..

Seronok skali even sekejap! Dpt snap gmbr-trus cabut! Bukan apa,ada bnyk lg aktiviti
Yg menanti.. Allahuakbar!!

Balik aje trus singgah hospital.. Dh seminggu xmenjenguk opizmate ku ramzul.. Alhamdulillah..
Makin sihat beliau.. *terharu* ble ditny smada mengenaliku atau tidak-die senyum dan menulis
nama penuhku.. MasyaAllah!! Besarny kuasa Allah yg memakbulkan doa kami..
Yg menjadikan seseorg itu mampu berkata2 dan bisu sementara..

Kesimpulanny,
Aku mmg happy hari ni.. Even terleps satu aktiviti-iaitu visit sahabatku yg sudah 2bln melahirkan anak..
Alahai.. Dh habis pantang mmbe tuh.hadiah baby pn dh berhabuk-tp aku masih xberkesempatan..
Baru plan nk grak-ibu call kata fmly singapore nk dtg..
Ibu xcukup kakitgn.. Jd,kembalilah aku ke sarang setelah dr pg kuar terbang bebas bersma encik hati! Hehe.. ;)

FIZAYEIN,
Selamat pengantin baru.. Semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..
Ada masa kita melepet bersama yer..
Lama gler xkarok!! Uhuk~

Ramzul,
Semoga kamu terus kuat smgt.. Get well soon! Kami di opz menantikan kamu..

Ibu,
Alg balik ni-mahu membantu!! Ayuh.. Kucar kacirkan dapur.. ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Smlm.. Semalam dh tggl sejarAh..
Kurang 1minit dr kul 12-dah ku send birth wishes..
Padahal sbnrny,ms nk masuk bulan 5-aku yg xcited!
Bukan pe..

Bulan 5 je dlm pale otak aku mst start plan nk buat itu ini..
Almaklumlah-ramai org tersyg lahir bulan 5 ni..
Hehe.. Terutamny angah & ibu..

Eh jap! Tajuk ni pasal birth aimi kn? Haha!
Ok-ok.. Smbung balik..

Ble bnyk plan-dh tentuny bnyk mende nk dilakukn tuk realisasikan..
Nk jd citer,1 pn xjadi!! Haha..

Slaluny mst at least aku celebrate.. Atau mgkn post hadiah tuk aimi..
Kn aimi kn? Haahaha!! Tp,kerja dan komitmen lain
Menuntut aku tuk terabaikn tggjwb yg satu ni..

Bukan lah nk berpoyo pn,tp aku rs..
Walaupun xjmp setahun,atau 2thn atau lebih,
At least ms time birth ada sesuatu yg aku lakukan sbgai
Tanda aku mengingati.. Tanda aku masih menyayangi & menghargai..

Tp,nmpkny-bln may this year,mmg aku kekurangan tanda.. Haha..
Birthdy mmbe baik aku ms sek. rendah pn aku xsmpt celebrate..
Sorry eyda!-tp,percayalah aku sentiasa mengingati kamu & menyayangimu..
Sila jg bakal anak buah aku leklok yer.. Hihi..

Tuk aimi..
Akk doakan yg terbaik slalu untuk kamu..
Walaupun akk selalu bz..
Walaupun akk bnyk komitmen lain,
Tp,percayalah-kamu masih lg keutamaan akk sma mcm dlu..
Jgn tggu akk buzz kamu..
Buzz me at anytime-insyaAllah ill b around..
Sentiasa ada untuk kamu-insyaAllah..

Dlm usia kamu yg menginjak TUA ni-ahaks,
Akk doakan kamu lebih berjaya dr smlm..
Bahagia & success forever..
Amin~

KESIMPULANNYA,
Hahaha.. Aku mau jadikan alasan bz tu sebagai tanda aku xpernah lupakan kamu2 yg ku syg..
Kalo nk list down kn kamu2 yg ku syg lahir di bulan May-mau penuh page blog aku ni (haha-alasan lg) teeeeet! ;p
SEKIAN!! ;)

Everything you are
Everything you'll be
Touches the current of love
So deep in me
Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me

And all that I am
And all that I'll be
Means nothing at all
If you can't be with me
Your most innocent kiss
Or your sweetest caress
Seduces me

I don't care about tomorrow
I've given up on yesterday
Here and now is all that matters
Right here with you is where I'll stay

Everything in this world
Every voice in the night
Every little thing of beauty
Comes shining thru in your eyes
And all that is you becomes part of me too
'Cause all you do seduces me

And if I should die tomorrow
I'd go down with a smile on my face
I thank God I've ever known you
I fall down on my knees
For all the love we've made

Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me seduces me
All that you do , , , .. Seduces me

''Yang aku cari tentulah,lelaki yang dapat menyelimutkan tubuh aku yang kedinginan saat malam menginjal ke pagi. Mungkin juga lelaki yang dapat memeluk tubuh aku dengan erat saat aku ditimpa kepayahan. Pelukannya memberitahu aku yang aku wujud dalam dunia dia dan dia pula, akan sentiasa ada dalam dunia aku,''jawab Y** lalu tersenyum.

Ahhh!! Bersawang lg blog aku!! Haish.. Ntah ble
Ada masa tuk mencoret data lg.. Haha!

Haha! Data.. Mengingat tentang data,hampir terkeliru aku kini
Ble stiap kali kne update data bb & nk! Ahaks..
Tambah keje sungguh! Tp,menarik ok.. Haha!

Menarik? Teringat pasal menarik.. Lately ni..
Alhamdulillah!! Hidup ku makin menarik..
Di kelilingi org tersyg,syg lagi menyayangi.. Disyg & tersyg..
Ohhh! *terharu* ahaks!!

Sonok amat sonok! Sebut pasal syg-terigt.. Terigt org yg makin mendapat
Tempat dlm hatiku.. Salah kah die bertapak? Salah kah die berbunyi kdg kala?
Teeeet! Jwpn 2 aku sndr tidak ketahuan..

Malah.. Aku pernah berithau encik zha a.k.a ban yg pd umur kita skrg
Ni dh xsesuai tuk putus cinta!! Breakheart at this age is so tough to face!!
Sndr ckp,tp sndr cari pasal-itu kata encik zha pd aku! ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Hurmmm.. Jap!! Ada hal.. Nnt aku smbung lg..

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

............
a lil bit bored..
work.. work & work..
noris kata.. bangla pn cuti weekend lepak klcc..
yot kata,jumaat travelling,sabtu keje xpe..
tp,aku?? 7hari bekerja?? haish!
nk kata boss.. xdpt pn title MD tuh.. hahaha..

mgkn kalo Zack atau Fadli dpt jd MD,keje aku senang skit kot? hahhaa..
Zack.. sila cpt jd MD..
wash away itu Sascha.. hahha..

Fadli.. sila cpt tackle Diana yer... hahhaa..

adoi.. sengal kn..

Alhamdulillah.. life full of laughter.. much better than 2010..
even sometimes hati agak gundah gulana..
gundah? knp eh?
gulana? kuah lemak pecah eh? muahaha..
ibu kata,kalo santan pecah,kuah masak lemak dh xsyiok.. adoi..
yerlah tuh kot!

big LOVE?
die bz.. all d way bz..
hurm..

mmg lah bosan ble satu2 nya kawan wayang aku bz.. haish..
bukan xde kawan lain..
tp,ble pk nk kne turun kl tuh,masyaAllah..
payah nye.. malasnye..

haih.. how i wish all my gf stay near by..
plus++ sume pakat dah kawen..
& im still single..
looking towards next life..
hahha..
next life?

dlm kubur atau time perhitungan?
cukup ke amalan? erk.. glup!!

ok,lets party!
hahah..

hah!!
1st time in 2011 in blog!!
hehe..
lama btol xmenaip.. asik mengira aje.. smpi dh nk bengong!

2011 is not bad.. not bad..
hopefully much better than 2010
relief..
Allah..
help me to survive..
help me find my truth path..
love you~

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

'cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

'cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I should've never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

I never meant to let it get so, personal

And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you

I'm broken heart and I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry