Semalam..
semalam aku kembali lagi ke lorong lama..
Lorong yg penuh dengan sejuta rasa-duka-pahit-kasih syg-persahabatan-pengkhianatan-ikatan-cinta-pahit..
Lorong yg memutik rasa rindu yg pendam hampir selama sedekad..
Hampir rebah memikirkan rs rindu yg dipendam akibat rs rajuk yg bermukim..
Aduhai! Lorong sejuta rasa..

Kerana keakraban-kadang2 kita hampir terlupa kita melukakan & dilukakan..
Kerana kasih syg-kita terlalu menjaga hati & hampir terlupa tentang hati-hati lain..
Kerana cinta-kita hampir memperjudikan kisah pershabatan yg terjalin lama..

Kami!
6sahabat.. Yg diuji mental & fizikal..
Yg diberi pikul tanggungjawab yg menggila..
Menggalas keluli tanpa peduli sakitnya pinggang..
Menebas hutan-mencari kekuatan sndri..
Mencabar kemampuan diri-menakluk rs takut dlm hati..
Kami.. Dilahir sebagai KOMANDER!!

Perkenalan yg tercipta.. Membuah rasa.. Membentuk ikatan.. Mencipta kasih syg.. Menyatu cinta.. Menjadi 6sahabat komander!!terlatih.. Terkuat.. Tertahan.. Terbaik..

Tetapi.. Itulah kesalahan yg telah kita lakukan!
Kerana kita terbaik.. Kita jd kurang sabar..
Kerana kita terkuat.. Kita xmampu rs mengalah..
Kerana kita tertahan.. Kita menyimpan seribu rs berbuku didada..
Tetapi.. Kerana kita sahabat yg akrab-kita terluka..

Dan menyepi beribu saat lamanya..

Semalam.. Kita bertemu..
Bertaut kembali..
Tetiba rasa hatiku yg mati.. Seakan berbunga kembali..
Rasa hati yg berbuku seolah2 cair dgn air mata yg mengalir..
Perkahwinan salah seorg dr kami-menyatukan kami kembali..
Baru ku terasa-betapa dlm nye rasa rindu yg telah ku bunuh.. Simpan & dlm di lubuk jiwa..

Ahhhhh!!-leganya..
Lega rasa hati ini telah terbuka..
Semoga ikatan ini kembali bersatu selamanya..

Sahabat..
Rasa yg dlu kau tgglkan adalah terbaik yg pernah ku rasakan dlm idup..
Rasa yg mempunyai sejuta cerita itu mengajar kita sebuah cerita utuk panduan masa depan..
Rasa yg menguji hati itu meninggalkan butiran yg xterungkap menjadi pedoman!!

Alangkah beruntungny kita telah tertanam bersatu merasai rasa yg berjuta itu..
Betapa bersyukurnya aku bertemu kamu sahabat-dgn itu ku punya pengalaman yg xmgkn org lain mampu merasa!!

Kami.. Kamilah yg
terbaik..
Terkuat..
tertahan..
& satu!

Ya Allah-terima kasih atas pengurniaan ini.. Akan ku hargai sahabat2 ku ini-rs cinta yg mengalir-rs kasih yg disemai selagi hayat dikandung badan..
Sahabat-terima kasih kerana membuka peluang untuk kta bersatu kembali sama seperti usia kita 18 tahun!!
Sayang kamu sume..

Pja-Min-Yon-Cik-Kym-lza

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Ibu,
Melihat tawamu
Mendengar senandungmu
Terlihat jelas dimataku
Warna - warna indahmu

Ibu,
Menatap langkahmu
Meratapi kisah hidupmu
Terlukis jelas bahwa hatimu
Anugerah terindah yang kumiliki

Ibu,
Sifatmu yg slalu redhakan bisikku,
Sifatmu yg slalu keTepikan khilafku
Ibulah anugerah terindah yg kumiliki

Ibu,
Saat kau disisiku
Kembali dunia ceria
Ku tegaskan bahwa kamu
Anugerah terindah yang kumiliki

Ibu,
Belai lembut jarimu
Sejuk tatap wajahmu
Hangat peluk janjimu,
Ibu pikul segala amanah,
Ku perjuangkan amanahMu,
Di bawah bayu naungan Allah s.w.t.

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR IBU
Semoga panjang umur,
Murah rezeki,
Semoga Allah sentiasa kurniakan ibu kekuatan
Menempuhi hidup ini,
Diberikan kudrat yg sempurna untuk mengerjakan tuntutan Allah..
Semoga yg terindah itu milik ibu..

Along syg ibu kerna ibu anugerah terindah yg along miliki selamanya.. Muahhxx!!

Dia menyayangimu tp bukan kekasihmu, «sgt syg sbb sgt hargai»
Dia perhatian kpdamu tp bukan keluargamu, «perhati sbb hari2 jmp! Ble ubah,confirm notice»
Dia siap berbagi rasa sakit tp dia tidak berhubungan darah dgnmu, «rs gak! Ble time mood die ubah,die ada prob,atau dia marah sy,mmg rs sakit itu! Xsyiok lgsg»
Dia adalah... Sahabatmu ...!! «Hehe!! Tau dah.. Dia ialah sahabat.. Sahabat sejati,insyaAllah.. Cume,kdg2 masih xtau apa yg die btol2 ske atau x-sbb die adalah diri dia!-tp,ske je cara die pk!-SMART»

Sahabat sejati..

Marah seperti Ayah ! «mmg pn!! Slumbe je marah ble die nk-haha! Kne marah ada lah.. Hahaa! Tp,jarang kot marah,die lebih bnyk pendam.. Tp,mmg boleh noted.. Ngeee.. Ske3!! Ske ble die marah-sbb tau die care.. Ngaaaa»

Peduli seperti Ibu ! «Erm,kurang dh kot! Tp,slalu je peduli-cume lately ni ambil tahu-tp dh xmcm dlu kot.. Mgkn sbbkn perselisihan sblm ni.. Riso-riso terslah langkah lg atau terlebih peduli.. Haish! (Pk bnyk aku ni)»

Mengganggu seperti Kakak ! «Alamak!! Bnyk kot.. Haish! Sgt bnyk kot.. Dr mende formal smpilah informal things.. Adoi!! Smpi die rimas.. Mmmmmmmm»

Mengesalkan seperti Adik.! «oh ini! Hmmmmm-hopefully xd-tp mcm ADA!! ;p»

Dan terakhir menyayangimu lebih dari kekasih. «tepat skali!! Sgt amat syg kamu even xtau apa rasa kamu-xmo ilang kamu!»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna menyukaimu, «sgt suke kerna dia lah sahabat»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna kebaikanmu,«slalu sbb kamu sgt baik pdku»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna mengagumimu, «suke cara kamu berfikir & Fikiranya»

º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna hal apapun, «apapun! Dh tentu bukan permainkan.. Senyum untuk apa sj yg berkaitan kamu-senang hati when u around»

ataupun dia
º◄:)►º tersenyum
karna kegilaan yang kamu buat, ђέ«{^⌣^}»ђέ :). «Hahaha! Jarang die buat gle-tp ble die buat gle-aku noted keihklasan die[senang hati sbb die mahu tunjuk peribadi die] berkwn dgn ku»

Awak!! Untuk semua ini-terima kasih!!! ;)

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

"Kadang2 kisah kita xsama.. Tp,kita tempuh perjalanan yg sama.. Lost the love I loved the most-dh tentu hati aku.. Diri aku.. Sebahagian aku.. Mgkn rs ilang itu xmenjadi hal bagi kamu kerna xpernah skali pn aku bertapak dihati kamu.. Mgkn juga sbb itu dunia kta bagai kalut meniti suri2 pancangnya tingkap kehidupan.. Xde lg bayang2 apatah lagi hantu kak limah dtg jenguk menganggu ruangan hidup2 kamu"

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

"Bljr mengenal idup-kemanusiaan-keperimanusian-cinta n kasih syg.. Ala2 dh expert mcm tuh.. Br nk hulur tgn bantu aku bertatih? Apa? Br nk ajar merangkang? Pernah kh ko fikir siap & mengapa aku hadir dlm hidup mu?" < Perjanjian Allah itu telah tertulis>

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Kesibukan harian masih mahu menyelitkan aktiviti yang seumur idup skali dpt lakukan (insyaAllah)
Iaitu-menghadiri kenduri kahwin sahabat handaiku.. :)

Terlepas akad nikahny-aku ada peluang bertandang disblh perempuan..
Terlepas reception sblh perempuan,ku mencuri masa ke sebelah lelaki..
Alhamdulillah-aku dikurniakan MR. A sebagai driver.. Eh.. Sebagai peneman.. Harapnye peneman
Smpi ke akhir hayat.. -amin- hehe

Maka tersebutlah kisah hari ni ku bekejar ke majlis sebelah lelaki..
Masa ada waktu terluang dlu,pastiny majlis sahabat handai akan ku hadiri dari
Akad nikah,reception perempuan mahupun lelaki.. Apatah lg,ble kedua-dua pengantin
Merupakan sahabat handai..

Tetapi kini - (sila rujuk perenggan kedua).. Haha!! Aku terpaksa memilih
Antara akad nikah,reception sblh bride ataupun groom!
Hehe..

Tp,alhamdulillah.. Terlaksana juga hasrat ku untuk menghadiri.. Alangkah terkilanny
Aku kalo xdpt menghadiri majlis sahabat2 handai ku sedangkn inilah
Majlis bahagia sahabat2ku untuk seumur hidupnya..

Seronok skali even sekejap! Dpt snap gmbr-trus cabut! Bukan apa,ada bnyk lg aktiviti
Yg menanti.. Allahuakbar!!

Balik aje trus singgah hospital.. Dh seminggu xmenjenguk opizmate ku ramzul.. Alhamdulillah..
Makin sihat beliau.. *terharu* ble ditny smada mengenaliku atau tidak-die senyum dan menulis
nama penuhku.. MasyaAllah!! Besarny kuasa Allah yg memakbulkan doa kami..
Yg menjadikan seseorg itu mampu berkata2 dan bisu sementara..

Kesimpulanny,
Aku mmg happy hari ni.. Even terleps satu aktiviti-iaitu visit sahabatku yg sudah 2bln melahirkan anak..
Alahai.. Dh habis pantang mmbe tuh.hadiah baby pn dh berhabuk-tp aku masih xberkesempatan..
Baru plan nk grak-ibu call kata fmly singapore nk dtg..
Ibu xcukup kakitgn.. Jd,kembalilah aku ke sarang setelah dr pg kuar terbang bebas bersma encik hati! Hehe.. ;)

FIZAYEIN,
Selamat pengantin baru.. Semoga kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..
Ada masa kita melepet bersama yer..
Lama gler xkarok!! Uhuk~

Ramzul,
Semoga kamu terus kuat smgt.. Get well soon! Kami di opz menantikan kamu..

Ibu,
Alg balik ni-mahu membantu!! Ayuh.. Kucar kacirkan dapur.. ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Smlm.. Semalam dh tggl sejarAh..
Kurang 1minit dr kul 12-dah ku send birth wishes..
Padahal sbnrny,ms nk masuk bulan 5-aku yg xcited!
Bukan pe..

Bulan 5 je dlm pale otak aku mst start plan nk buat itu ini..
Almaklumlah-ramai org tersyg lahir bulan 5 ni..
Hehe.. Terutamny angah & ibu..

Eh jap! Tajuk ni pasal birth aimi kn? Haha!
Ok-ok.. Smbung balik..

Ble bnyk plan-dh tentuny bnyk mende nk dilakukn tuk realisasikan..
Nk jd citer,1 pn xjadi!! Haha..

Slaluny mst at least aku celebrate.. Atau mgkn post hadiah tuk aimi..
Kn aimi kn? Haahaha!! Tp,kerja dan komitmen lain
Menuntut aku tuk terabaikn tggjwb yg satu ni..

Bukan lah nk berpoyo pn,tp aku rs..
Walaupun xjmp setahun,atau 2thn atau lebih,
At least ms time birth ada sesuatu yg aku lakukan sbgai
Tanda aku mengingati.. Tanda aku masih menyayangi & menghargai..

Tp,nmpkny-bln may this year,mmg aku kekurangan tanda.. Haha..
Birthdy mmbe baik aku ms sek. rendah pn aku xsmpt celebrate..
Sorry eyda!-tp,percayalah aku sentiasa mengingati kamu & menyayangimu..
Sila jg bakal anak buah aku leklok yer.. Hihi..

Tuk aimi..
Akk doakan yg terbaik slalu untuk kamu..
Walaupun akk selalu bz..
Walaupun akk bnyk komitmen lain,
Tp,percayalah-kamu masih lg keutamaan akk sma mcm dlu..
Jgn tggu akk buzz kamu..
Buzz me at anytime-insyaAllah ill b around..
Sentiasa ada untuk kamu-insyaAllah..

Dlm usia kamu yg menginjak TUA ni-ahaks,
Akk doakan kamu lebih berjaya dr smlm..
Bahagia & success forever..
Amin~

KESIMPULANNYA,
Hahaha.. Aku mau jadikan alasan bz tu sebagai tanda aku xpernah lupakan kamu2 yg ku syg..
Kalo nk list down kn kamu2 yg ku syg lahir di bulan May-mau penuh page blog aku ni (haha-alasan lg) teeeeet! ;p
SEKIAN!! ;)

Everything you are
Everything you'll be
Touches the current of love
So deep in me
Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me

And all that I am
And all that I'll be
Means nothing at all
If you can't be with me
Your most innocent kiss
Or your sweetest caress
Seduces me

I don't care about tomorrow
I've given up on yesterday
Here and now is all that matters
Right here with you is where I'll stay

Everything in this world
Every voice in the night
Every little thing of beauty
Comes shining thru in your eyes
And all that is you becomes part of me too
'Cause all you do seduces me

And if I should die tomorrow
I'd go down with a smile on my face
I thank God I've ever known you
I fall down on my knees
For all the love we've made

Every sigh in the night
Every tear that you cry
Seduces me seduces me
All that you do , , , .. Seduces me

''Yang aku cari tentulah,lelaki yang dapat menyelimutkan tubuh aku yang kedinginan saat malam menginjal ke pagi. Mungkin juga lelaki yang dapat memeluk tubuh aku dengan erat saat aku ditimpa kepayahan. Pelukannya memberitahu aku yang aku wujud dalam dunia dia dan dia pula, akan sentiasa ada dalam dunia aku,''jawab Y** lalu tersenyum.

Ahhh!! Bersawang lg blog aku!! Haish.. Ntah ble
Ada masa tuk mencoret data lg.. Haha!

Haha! Data.. Mengingat tentang data,hampir terkeliru aku kini
Ble stiap kali kne update data bb & nk! Ahaks..
Tambah keje sungguh! Tp,menarik ok.. Haha!

Menarik? Teringat pasal menarik.. Lately ni..
Alhamdulillah!! Hidup ku makin menarik..
Di kelilingi org tersyg,syg lagi menyayangi.. Disyg & tersyg..
Ohhh! *terharu* ahaks!!

Sonok amat sonok! Sebut pasal syg-terigt.. Terigt org yg makin mendapat
Tempat dlm hatiku.. Salah kah die bertapak? Salah kah die berbunyi kdg kala?
Teeeet! Jwpn 2 aku sndr tidak ketahuan..

Malah.. Aku pernah berithau encik zha a.k.a ban yg pd umur kita skrg
Ni dh xsesuai tuk putus cinta!! Breakheart at this age is so tough to face!!
Sndr ckp,tp sndr cari pasal-itu kata encik zha pd aku! ​huhu°˚=))˚°huhu°˚=))˚°..

Hurmmm.. Jap!! Ada hal.. Nnt aku smbung lg..

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know
'Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back

At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon, still tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Oh, am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away